Now a day he is the only one who makes me smile and love all the animals..... he really does. and contrary to him there is a 'She" who is an expert to make everyone hate her and call her names....I wonder if she ever learn how to be a human being..:( sad very sad........
I know sometimes I turn my face, close my eyes and agree with you, but you know why? because I don't see any reason why I should bother to argue with you so I let you feel grand, I let you think that you won.......Yea a winner in your own eyes, not certainly mine.
So tell me something, knowing me throughout these years, do you really think I am an ass? lol Has it ever occured to you that I might know the truth, but don't have the desire to confront you? has it?????
This morning I felt a bit under the weather when I woke up, nonetheless I took a shower and went to work, but I couldn't stay long, my nose was running, my throat was soar, I was caughing like crazy and my heart felt funny, either it was missing a beat or adding one, I am not sure, and most of all I felt cold. So I excused myself and left for home. I was greeted by my beautiful dog who was happy and standing on his feet and licking my hands. He is absolutely adorable. I took two Contacts and headed to the bedroom when I changed my mind and sat in front of the TV and check "My Recordings" and found "Sabrina" an old movie with Audrey Hepburn and Humphry Bogart and William Holden..
How come there is no insert the link in here????? :(
Des yeux qui font baisser les miens Un rire qui se perd sur sa bouche Voilà le portrait sans retouche De l'homme auquel j'appartiens Quand il me prend dans ses bras....... Il me parle tout bas Je vois la vie en rose.............
La La La La ................
Ok I only know this much of the song, I hope you can enjoy the music, a beautiful song for this Tuesday afternoon. I better go and get some rest. I have to go to work tomorrow, can't miss the meating..Yakkkkkkkkkkkkkkk...:)
To Spice up my post and let you see my doggy...:) isn't he cute?????????? Look at those 3 black spots..LOL Love him to death :)))))))))))))
There are different types of jumps: Jumping ship, jumping rope and the last but not the least is jumping to conclusion. Jumping to conclusion can be a big problem if you draw a negative conclusion about something or someone and "your conclusion is wrong". I think it derives from having a judgmental mind which is a trick of ego to feel superior, and mostly I believe people with low self esteem fall into that category. People who feel inferior usually try hard to prove that they aren’t, so they mostly pointing out others faults or try to intimidate others to feel powerful.
Superiority Complex my love........ and "Bullies" are the excellent example of this.
It is so sad to see how they can easily forget the fact that people can have a good day or a bad day. So this is when people with Superiority Complex jump to conclusion without knowing all the facts and immediately judge and brand others like "Twisted mind, entangled web, dependent and obsessed" just to mention few. Unfortunately what they don’t see is how they’re actually trying to hide or compensate their restlessness and agitation that have probably consumed their peace by finger pointing and names calling. I wonder if they know how silly they look? I always felt sorry for people like that and I truly pray that some day they reach some kind of a peace or closure with their past and present. Meanwhile a mature and sane person hardly ever get angry or intimidated by such bullies, simply because they know themselves and are happy with it. This attitude and understanding only comes with age. I am old enough to know for fact that those years of my life wasn’t in vain. I listened, I saw, and I learned, and never for once in my entire life felt superior over others. I hardly judge or jump to conclusion. May be that’s the main reason why my dear son and nieces and nephews, the young generation always felt at ease to confide and reveal their secret to me. Believe me that should say a lot about a person.
I like to further my discussion today and say that "independence is the ability to live or to function without depending on others". A woman can call herself an independent person if she can live independently without an emotional or financial support of men or others in general, without having others to reassure her 24/7 to boost her ego. An independent mind belongs to someone who can think clearly without obsession or prejudice. Usually if these women fall in love, their love has more depth and truth in it, they don't usually fall for anyone nor do they flirt or monitor other men while they are involved with one and more importantly they just don’t walk away on the rainy days. I also have to say that I attribute these traits not only to their independence but mostly to their culture and the environment in which they were raised.
I firmly believe that every one has a reason for their actions right or wrong, so judging others is absolutely wrong if we don't know their situation or the facts. I can only talk about myself and I truly never cared how people who don't matter to me see me or believe me...I never did and I am not about to start that.....Why not live and let live?????
Finally I should say I am very happy for who I am. I am a woman with all my weaknesses and strengths, I get angry, I can be peaceful, funny, serious, silly, smart, loving, resentful but never hateful. Yes I can be all because I am only a human being like others
JJ This is the last time I will bother to acknowledge you. But if you insist, I should tell you that the only reason I deleted my post was I felt bad for you and I didn’t want others to see it. I know it’s hard for you to understand, although I didn’t really know that you have a permanent tent set up in there and pleaseeeeee???. lololol for heaven sake…. Anyway no don’t overestimate your power, nothing really bothers me when it comes to you, although I should admit long time ago I had a very high respect for you, believing you were different, but ……lets just leave it as is. I do hope you can have a finale with your past, pull the curtain down and forget the people in it who should not matter…..
I finally did it ……After 4 years of missing my beautiful home that I had bought and lived in for a short while, I could buy a gorgeous little corner for myself……..I could not believe it…….I got lucky. For the past months I’ve been looking and looking to find a decent and reasonably priced home but in this State the prices had gone up so much that it was really ridiculous. Now with the housing market crumbling the prices are almost (not quite) where it should be. When my agent called me to tell me that he found a house that I would love, I thought to myself “Yea right, how much?” When I walked in there I immediately loved it, a very chic one story home which was greatly furnished and it simply showed the great taste of the owners, a very nice couple. The best thing about it was there was no wall to wall carpet which I hate very much the floor was covered with beautiful beige stone, and the kitchen counters were orange yellow travertine stone with lots of cabinets, …The bathrooms were utterly clean and shiny. The walls were custom painted… Yeaaaaaaaaaaaa . The most important part was the back yard, it was absolutely clean and very well maintained, a great place to do my gardening and enjoy the summer nights. Anyway he was right I fell in love with it. It is amazing when something wants to work the earth and the sky, the sun and the moon all work for you…..doors open up and there wouldn’t be a stone on the paved road. I bid back and forth and I wanted the house so much that I could not take my mind off of it…..But last night he called and he turned my Blah day into a non Blah evening..lolol
But I didn’t have to have a blah day in order to appreciate that good news…lololol
The second best news came today when my son told me he finally found a job in a law firm that he was after for the past few years. I asked him when he becomes rich and famous he can invite George Clooney to my house for BBQ…..lol he thought I am crazy, we laughed so much. I am truly proud of him, he is the only best thing in my life and every time I look at him I feel so proud of him and feel good about myself that not all my efforts were in vain. God truly blessed me by giving him to me. I admire his persistency in pursuing his dream so adamantly, yes he found the job. We talked so much today I couldn’t believe how wise and informed he is he advised me so brilliantly. I loved the time we spent together, he was happy that I am now closer to him so he can visit me more often, “Yes I can cook for you couple of times a week”..lolol
Anyway I am moving to my new place at the end of next month. Tonight I looked at y furniture and in my mind I was decorating the house…My House…yea I’m kind’a proud of m'aself too : -)
It’s Friday morning and I’ve been busy since I came to the office. Sometimes I get tired of being busy so I open my emails (the personal ones) but then while at Yahoo I saw this news about the actor turned prisoner, very funny. Anyway before I even open my mail I noticed my horoscope, although I don’t believe in it I read it nonetheless. It was really interesting: “Your coffee is blah. Your commute is blah. Work is blah. Happy hour is blah. Your workout is blah” Ok it is the truth but what made me laugh was this: “If today turns out to be one of those days, don't worry too much about it. After all, without the blah days, how would you know how to really appreciate the plentiful fantastic days that come your way?” Hahahahaha without the blah days how would I appreciate the none blah days?...lololol This statement is nothing but a pure clean Bullshit, with capita B. This is what I have been saying to myself and others, and so far nothing happened. So my statement is this: “I rather NOT have a blah days to be able to appreciate the non-blah ones”, Why do we have to suffer to appreciate good things? How about those people who never had to have a non-blah days in their life. And who said they are better than me or others? You know ………& hellip;I think all these statements are made for people who by the strike of luck are born into blah days. Remember we always tell poor people “Appreciate what you have and be good so you end up in Heaven”..loooool who cares? Who knows if there is a heaven or hell somewhere else? Isn’t the earth our heaven or hell? And what if you’re innocently born in hell? How about African children with bloated stomach? How do we explain life to them?
I guess today is really one of my Blah days……&hell ip;.oh well TGIF
Why we blame others? Is it easier than accepting our own mistakes? Or is it a way out of our anger and desperation?
I can’t believe you. You blame me for everything, everything that moves, everything that life or nature does, everything that others say. Cant you see that I cant take it any more? Cant you see that I have lost every bit of desire in me? For everything…&hellip ;…..
When will you stop? Until the day you put me in my grave? Will you be happy then? Or will you still blame me for everything that happens around you? Listen !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am tired and I am mad. Why don’t you look in the mirror and tell yourself I am the master of my fate or I make mistakes and I must pay for it and finally I have no one to blame but me . Listen nothing will be solved if you keep blaming me, Grow up accept your damn mistakes and stop being so self righteous. You only end up hurting me and in the process I hurt you back, we never have a moment of peace and we will constantly fight everywhere we go……&hellip ;
I wished I could tell you all this without breaking down ….I am tired
It's the night before 4th of July and I am utterly sleepy, but I can't sleep. I wished my friend was around so I could talk and talk and talk..:(
I need to talk tonight ...... about everything, nothing in particular but in general. I wished I could talk to somone and reveal my thoughts.....
Well I guess I have to keep it inside and let it pile up.....I've changed, I used to write about everything but now...what's wrong with me? why am I so reserved? I was not like this at all....
Ok may be its best to go to bed zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
On Sunday, Just rest
he really does. and contrary to him there is a 'She" who is an expert to make everyone hate her and call her names....I wonder if she ever learn how to be a human being..:( sad very sad........
